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please kill me



"In every child big and small, a baller lives within us all." -Ryan
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: spotify playlist
  • Watching: Steven Universe, Ghost Adventures
  • Playing: BioShock, Mass Effect
  • Drinking: Water
I've logged off of facebook and I don't think I'm going back for a while.

I'm getting better, I think. A little. I'm out of high school forever in May, so maybe things will get better after that.

My anxiety attacks are less frequent. I still can't sleep properly and everything still hits me rather hard, but the heavy feeling in my chest is not as overbearing as it used to be. I'm not okay, but I'll get there. I'm learning to trust.

I still feel very misanthropic. I don't know how to fix that. I'm trying to be more loving, but it seems like the only people I can show love to are my boyfriend, a few of my friends, and immediate family (though with family and friends, I feel that it wavers often and platonic feelings are starting to turn into nothing).

I've developed close bonds with a few of my teachers. I can call them friends. I think I just don't really get along with my age group. Maybe I'm attracted to wisdom, something a lot of individuals my age don't have.

Anyway, I won't make any empty promises. I probably won't be back here. Or maybe I will. I don't know. I just hope I can start looking up.

Thanks for listening.


Rheya Waters
United States
bethy // 17 // vegan // taken <3 // agnostic // gamer // extremely liberal //

I like a lot of things and dislike more things.

Where my spookin' icon came from:…

It's a screenshot of Book Simon from Cry of Fear. He terrifies me.

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Crap-zapper Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2014  Student General Artist
What a pleasure! Thanks a lot for the Watch :tighthug: :heart:
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Thanks for the faves!! X3
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